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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 15:14:59 GMT

RCP's anniversary at Tan-awan Batangas

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 06:34:09 GMT

gOsH... its been a long time since i've last updated my bLog..wheeeeeeew! november 20 was the last, well many things have changed... many things ha happened... otei otei..im gonna tell you guys what happened to me months ago..

` well my mom went to ethiopia, so sad... she worked there as a teacher. so sad we didnt spent our x-mas with my parents.

`with my lovelife update... well well... Remo an I are still together.. well, we've been thru ups and downs... sobra dami nga e.. kakasawa.]

` when my mom worked in ethiopia, my life has changed, sobra! i was the one who budget our money, i was the one who do the things my mom usually o when she's still here, i was the one who give allowance to my brothers... hay in sHoRt... im the NANAY! hehehehe... astig db?

` for my organization RODEO CLUB PHILIPPINES... CONGRATULATIONS! we've many achievements this school year! congratz to our KR `gBot, job well done!

and for todai....

well i just got home from our sem ender/ anniversary... we went to BATANGAS, Joel's place... well the place is really nice! we have enjoyed our stay there, we went boating, kayaking.. swimming, then we palyed table tennis, billiards...tapos nag videoke... sight seeing, etc.Bonding with mah brods n sisses... especially with the new batch of Rodeans... my brods and sis from UP was also there... some of our alumni's, and our Adviser Doc Monaliz.

* the pictures to follow na lang....

awtistikallyweird

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 14:07:56 GMT

Yesterday, we watched Harry Potter, gosh… Cedric Diggory is hot… im with my barkada and Remo. RN treated us, sa yellowcab, tnx RN.

Todai is our feast day…hehehehehe, I attended the mass, grabe almost two months na din me nakapagsimba, then I also joined the prusisyon.. then after nagpalaro kami sa mga kids… nakakapagod pero masaya naman, tita zen and diane was here kanina. We had our mini program kanina… mga 6:00 nag start, hehehe… im the host. Yey… ligtas ndi me kasali sa sayaw… we had the awarding of winners dun sa program, tapos may mga intermission numbers… ang saya, nag enjoi yung mga kids…. Nakakatuwa kasi napasaya namin sila, pati yung mga audience namin, w’ve tot na mga kids lang yung audience namin pero nung nagstart na yung program, naglabasan na yung mga tao sa bahay nila, mga nanay, tatay, lolo, lola at kung sinu sino pa… heheheeheh kakatuwa talaga.

100 days na kami ni Remo together… bilis ng panahon. Sana tuluyan na xa magbago…

awtistikallyweird

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 16:33:47 GMT

END OF SUMMER GIG...

Watch End of Summer, my friends band!!! @ Gweilos
eastwood,
Nov 10, thurs night.tickets@150, its consumable!
their Cd's are available @ their gigs!!

eos_rocks@ yahoo.com

awtistikallyweird

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 15:41:45 GMT

huwaw... im so hapi todai, okei na kami ni wo.ay... kala ko ndi na nga kami mag kakaaus e. thank GOd... bak to normal nanaman ang aking buhay, ilang gabi at araw na din kasi akong wala sa sarili kong pagkatao mula nung nagkaroon kami ng problema ni wo.ay.. ilang gabi ako ndi nakatulog... crying moments ko parati... senti at silent mode ako nung mga panahong yun, di makausap ng matino, ala lagi sa mood at topakin. well this is the end... okei na kami, nag usap na kami at alam namin kaya namin toh.. tapos na crying moments ko, sabi nga ni gege ttigil na rin sa wakas ang ulan dahil nung nag start daw me mag moment at umiyak dun na rin daw nag start bumuhos ang ulan... huh? nakikisama daw ang ulan sa akin... buh bye mugtong mata, hehehehehe.. ilang araw na din kasing maga ang mata ko kaiiyak, hay.... ang saya ko sobra. ei happy halloween nga pla...

nytie peepo...

awtistikallyweird

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 16:50:01 GMT

Obstacles are put in our way to see if what we want is really worth fighting for..

i'll be updating soon. I have alot of stories to tell but for now, hah, nononono. soso tired. It has almost been a week pereehh.

Imissyou, YOU IDIOT! I'm Sorry. Well you know, its just a guy. I know that I shouldn't give a damn about anything about him anymore. Maybe if you need some help, yeah, STILL HERE, waiting? Whatever. You know, life's ALWAYS unfair, what the heck should I expect more from people. What was I thinking? I don't know either. If in case you want to know what's going in this fuck*d up life, I'd be just telling you these: BLISS and uh, INSANITY. Lately I've been battling with feelings and emotions of both myself and others. You know what I mean. I'm getting damn EMOTIONAL here, AGAIN. Its like there's nothing new every morning when I wake up, same lame life, What's there to figure out? Good thing was I had you once. And I'd love to have you again. . I need to get serious this time. I need to decide on what I really want regarding him. I'm more than confused. I'm more than sick. I am sick. Now what? I know its crazy, I'm sorry.

Goodnight people.

awtistikallyweird

Friday, October 28, 2005

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 09:24:24 GMT

from gege's blog... hahahaha, swak na swak.

Moving on but not Letting go

No, never again will I go to the comfort room and lock myself in just
to have

some privacy to piteously think of you, cry, sing or do some silly
things

because of you. And no, never will I again think of you last when I
go to sleep.

Sleep is my only rest, so please don't plague me in my dreams.

I've had enough.

No, don't try to reason with me, this is too much.

I will try not to think of you when I wake up in the morning and ask
myself if

somehow you are also awake. I have my own life to lead and my own
life to

think of.

No, I won't even think of you while I'm eating my lunch, wondering if
you're

doing the same thing, because sooner or later I know you will.

I am moving on.

I'll try to wake up in the morning and smile and think not of why you
left but

that once you stayed.

And if I feel the need to cry, it will not be for the future that we
could have, not

for the regrets that I have nor of the anger that I feel, but I will
cry because of a

love that I never was able to share with the one man I felt it for. I
will cry for

the love that was lost, and not for the man who left.

I will give my affections to any man who is in needs of it, but not
my heart

because I'm still trying to get it back from you. I will give him the
love that you

never wanted, the kiss that I so longed to give you and the words
that once

was yours. Worthy or not worthy of it, at least he's here, you're not.

I'll try to hold back the tears when I think of you. I'll just try to
smile.

I am moving on.. and hoping that the next thing would be letting go.

awtistikallyweird

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 13:17:04 GMT

ei guys... help naman oh... pano ba makapagmove on ng mabilis? pano makalimot?

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:55:45 GMT

Hay buhay talaga napaka unfair… today is new chapter of my life, well Im single agen… but not looking! Sobrang ginawa mo na nga lahat sobrang nag exert na ko nang effort plus yung pag babago ko di biro yun ah.. tapos ganito lang pala mapapala ko he’s so unfair, I really don’t know what I’ve done.. para ganituhin nya ako… I really dunno… siguro this is my karma… well I really need to accept this, mahirap at masakit man kelangan. Pero sana after all this pasakits and sadness na nafefeel ko e, happiness naman ang kasunod. Im so so so happy I have my friends… d nila ako iniiwan… unlike that guy… he promises to stay pero, ayon… ganon ulit xa, alang isang salita.. he loves me daw… I know its just a pampalubag loob, di naman ako manhid para ndi maramdaman yun noh.. he said he really loves me, ulol… kasinungalingan, kahit kelan naman ndi ko naramdaman na mahal niya ako e. ay teka… yung first week namin together okei naman pla, he really is a good pretender… napsakay niya me dun ah. Pero bat ganon.. despite of all he have done e mahal ko pa rin xa.. katangahan noh? Ewan ko ba… di ko rin maintindihan ang sarili ko, masama talaga ang loob ko sa kanya… sobra! Pero ndi ko naman pinagsisihan na minahal ko xa.. ndi ko pinagsisihan na sa maling lalaki ko binuhos lahat ng changes ko, na dapat sana noon ko pa ginawa at ibinuhos ko na alng sana sa taong nagmahal talaga sakin… yung realizations talaga lagi sa huli. Well lam ko katangahan din ito… pero until now e umaasa pa rin ako, hay… meron pa nga talagang mga taong martyr na nabubuhay ngaun… hay kasalanan ko bang mag mahal ng ganong tao, pero lam ko may limitations din naman ang lahat, lam ko kakayanin ko to… ndi man ngayon ndi man bukas… pero alam ko darating din yung panahong yun, ayt? I know it takes time bago talaga me maka move on.. but I know I can! Well for now… la muna boys… sakit lang sa ulo, mamahalin mo na nga, gagaguhin ka pa! I know darating din naman yung perfect guy na para sakin e… ndi lang siguro ngayon. Sa ngayon, im planning to concentrate on my studies, na dapat lang naman talaga, kasi this sem e lam ko naman na nagng sobrang tamad ako… babawi talaga ako, I’ll make sure na hindi na madidisappoint yung parents ko sakin… never again! Ill make sure ill get high grades… huwaw naman dami ko target! Kaya ko toh…. Ako pa! And for the man who made me cry…. Buh bye… sana maging masaya ka din sa buhay mo! Don’t yah worry Im not mad… masama lang ang loob… there’s such thing naman as forgiveness e… marunong naman ako magpatawad!

awtistikallyweird

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:19:58 GMT

October 13

>> its our 2nd monthsary...

>> last day of skul.... we had our finals in Physio and Helminth. after our exams we went to joel's dorm, hahahahahahahahha... inom kami, joel, me ange, dadi yoh, and remo, khai and francis was there pero ndi sila inom e, granma hahahahahha.. nahilo agad me, sama talga lasa, at 3pm we went home, natulog me... then mga 5:30 remo and ate karla fetched me here, pnta kina ate babes... round 2 inuman ulit, we were supposed to go to timog kaso... di me pinayagan e kaya yun..kina ate babes na lang, okei lang masaya naman, chze was there.. kuya duke, kuya ivan, khen, ange,geof, philip, joy, ate karla, then dumating si san2 at ben... well i was wrong... okei naman pala tropa ni remo.. sobrang bait.. sobrang accomodating nila, after the round 2 inuman i stayed for a couple of hours sa apt nila ate karla, sobrang nahilo talga me... kailanagn ko muna kasi mag pawala ng lasing kaya yun.. at 10:30 i went home, well my day was really great it was soooooooooooo happy

October 14

>> GIRL BONDING...

Ge, Khai and ME was supposed to go to SM megamall, kaso lang nasira MRT kaya yun SM north ang kinabagsakan namin, yaw ksi ni Ge mag bus kasi ngkaphobia na sa bus, yun we eat at Bodhi.... gala then we watched corpse bride.... well, okei naman ang movie, ang galing ng pagakakadub ni johnny depp.. then at 3 we went to skul then pnta kami sa banko, si ange magbabayad ng credit card...hahahahahaha... nga pala si ange umeksena sa grand, nadapa b naman??? ay naku sobrang plakda tlga xa dun... kakahiya tlaga, pinag tinginan xa ng mga tao dun.

October 15

>> i attended the alumni homecoming, aileen, diana, rene rose, carole, peter, allan peter, george, philip, michael was there... kakatuwa, nagkitakita ulit kami.

>> sa wakas natuloy na din ang date ni joan at paolo... i went to my bf's dorm, la langnamiss ko na kasi talaga yun e, sobra... pinakita nia skin yung bibigay nia sakin, c "fishy fishy" hehehehe.. ang sweet mo talaga incredible remo.

October 16

happy birthday

PAOLO

awtistikallyweird